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all in vain,
still
dunno what's wrong, but I know it's wrong
tried to build a stronger wall,
but failed,
keep remembering, keep dreaming
all I ever wanted to do
is to keep away
keep the distance,
and bury whatever, bury everything
so there is no space for me to think
only to forget
to let go
everything's like a joke
a huge joke
since when i knew it's real
but i chose to avoid
and now look
what have i done
and you'll never know