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Today I went to my friend's birthday party
Everything was fine and nothing went wrong
Though I just realized something went wrong and out of place
That's me
Everyone was really nice, yet I felt out of the place
The more I'm with people, the more I find myself alone
It's wierd
I guess after all
That's who I am and the way I am
I was walking towards the bus stop
Looking above
The quietness and the darkness were all there
Trying to reason why
Since when
Everything becomes so insignificant
Everything is just the same and feels the same
Since when
There is no room for emotion
No motivation
Since when
The mind is set to what it is supposed to do
And lost what it wants to do

Lost and Found?