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Kinda had the feeling that
Dunno when
But I started to become very sensitive to things
To light
To sound
To environment
To people
To dust
To food
To odor
To mess
Sometimes I wish I can just ignore all these
Hardest thing is to let go
And here I am...sensitive...unable to let go

Tell me not to focus
And believe or not
I will
Things get my attention
I will overreact

Or is it because I'm insensitive
Emotion flattening
Experience it and it becomes a habit
Nothing makes me feel
But then I feel everything
Even if it's small and hard to detect

Small things...
Tell me not to feel
Not to care
Won't hurt and will not hurt